Dear Friends (Jyotsana and Yaju)
We had such a long time together in very very very long time. We were together for 4 days and 3 nights. Wow! this must be our first time that we were together for this long period. We had fun, we had sorrows. we had laugh and cries. we had food and drinks, we had gossips and got naughty and saucy, we danced, we cooked, we mourned. we went to hospitals, we travelled, we resorted. we were lavish, we were poor, we were pathetic, we were sexy, we were emotional. Together at worst, together at best, Oh yes! Together, we were all, altogether. We were Musketeers, all for one and one for all.
What an ending for the year 2020 and what a start for a new year 2021? We met on new year's eve until 3rd Jan 2021.
We stayed at Yaju's Place for 2 nights on 31st Dec and 1st of Jan. We were supposed to be going Aagatuk Resort, Dhulikhel on 1st Jan as we already did the booking and paid advance also. Situation happened and we got stucked at kathmandu only, on that day. This day will always remain fresh in my mind, well, I wish to forget it soon though. I had a bell's palsy attack, the symptoms were visible and I was able to feel it from a day earlier already. I was sensing that I was loosing some sense on the right side of my face. In the morning, I started googling about the symptoms and the reports were scary so I hurried to the nearest hospital. I went to Civil hospital, took an appointment with a Neurologist, as I was already aware this is related to the nerves, facial nerves. Jyoti di, accompanied me. Yaju also learnt that one of her friends lost her mom and she went to pay a visit and be there for her friend who was in deep pain and grief. All three of us were sad that day.
My doctor prescribed me few medicines, physiotherapy and an audiogram test of my facial nerves. So, it would take whole day, therefore, we called Resort and ask if the booking can be postponed by a day. It was confirmed. I was still not sure about going there as I was feeling real low plus I was on my PMS. Total disaster emotion I know. Yet, with besties having around, it was easy and because the advance was already paid, what worse can happen? we decided to go. Also, because it was Saturday and therapy are closed for Saturdays, I thought I can make it on Sunday for the therapy. On Saturday morning, we had our brunch at Yaju's home. Her mom was of great support and very sweet. She would bring us bed tea/coffee and hot water. She let us sleep until 9 am. Lunch was almost ready when we were awoke. I assisted her a little in the kitchen to finish up cooking. We then packed and geared ourselves and headed ourselves to Dhulikhel, an hour long drive from Bhaktapur to Aaganuk Resort. 
We checked in, we were provided with a beautiful apartment like room with all facilities and best view from the room balcony. Although, the Himalayan range was just infront of us, we could not view mountains clearly because it was too cloudy. May be we reached late in the room or wake up late in the morning thats why.
We took some great and fun pictures around the Resort. the resort was new and many constructions work were still ongoing. We also went out of Resort for a short walk. Only Jyoti di and Me. Yaju decided to take shower and rest in the room. It was lovely sunset view from the dada. We also ate Chatpate, from a local didi in her Thela. It was a very tasty Chatpate but didn't excuse my intolerant stomach and I am still suffering from diarrhea :).
We did a group chat, called friends forever group in messenger. Only two responded, Shova and Sharda. Most of the conversation was boring but we also got naughty and talked about our love/affairs, most of them were about future, very less about the past. Sharda by the way agreed to pay wine bills (NPR 6000 fyi)
We drank sparking wine. I dont know why I get drunk/tipsy with so little also. I have a weak piston, I keep saying this. We danced, we even shoot few of them. It is so funny every time I watch it. I have watched it so many times and still not over it. Oh dear friends, we shared a beautiful moment and you were there when I mostly needed you this time. I would have been sobbing by myself at home if it was not for you both. I am saying this because as I am writing this now sitting at home, I feel scared and I am worried. Although, I must say I have been the most courageous and positive amongst us, I am feeling a little low this time. I have you guys to share and care, also a new friend that I told you about. I keep sharing things with him too. I feel comfortable with him, as if I have known him for long. That night I got carried away with him also after a little drink and all the naughty talks. I was also chatting with him on messenger. Early morning, when I realized our conversation, I was quite embarrassed to myself although he took it easily. But now I feel okay and good actually. I am opening up to new experiences and new people, nice people. I know I was closed and had this nonsense and unnecessary boundaries I created for myself. I want to get out of this shell.
We made fun of Jyoti di, walking on her nighty towards toilet. She might not know this yet. I was showing video of her to all friends in group video chat. She was chatting with her invisible boyfriend most of the time. She also mentioned she had a fight at 3 am in the morning with him on chat, hehe, aren't you sweet Jyoti di?. We created Bumble account for Yaju during these days and I did a short chatting for her with two guys who were matched to her. It was also after midnight. Hopefully, she will continue chatting with them. We were trying to convince each other to open up ourselves and look forward for opportunities and make decisions on our own, and of course wisely.
We went to this Children playing park at night, I guess its called trampoline, where we can jump inside a cage. we tried it, Yaju was a little awkward about her weight, I consoled her, I will bear it, you go for it girl! she did. We did plastic horse riding (horses for children of course), we sang, "ladki ki kathi, kathi ke ghoda" we did Children's slides as well. although we didn't get to slide much, space was not for our size obviously. We had fun though. We had never done these before. 
In a nutshell, these days were reminder of the year 2020 that was slipping out of our life without any excitement and fun memories. Also, a preview for what Life could be. All kinds of experience together, we had a real experience girls! We saw and felt Each other with our panty off, tops off, what else remained? We hugged, we kissed, we drank, we danced, we slept together, we did everything possible.
Thank you for this idea and time to all three of us. we did this together. Promising to see you all again soon and go for yet another and more exciting experience after I fully recover from my palsy attack and done with my second semester final exam. Love you so much Musketeers!
Wrapping up the thoughts with an attempt of writing a short poem about this journey in Nepali below.
जीवनको यो मोड
मरुभूमिको बिचमा आशाको मुहान जस्तो
अल्झिएर बाच्ने सुनाखरीको सहारा जस्तो
उजाड शिशिर पछि छाएको बहार बसन्त जस्तो
बसन्त संगै मिठास छर्ने कोइलीको भाका जस्तो।
यात्रामा केहि थकान
यात्री हामी केहि थकित
एउटा मोड यो जीवनको
संघर्षरत हामी, चौतारी तेही मोडमा पाए जस्तो
अनि सम्झिदा, थकान तेही बिसाए जस्तो।
पुराना सुस्केरा हरु संगै बिसायौं,
सुस्केरामा नया मिठासहरु संगै मिसायौं,
असिमित मन को गहिराई मा डूबयौं,
गहिराई बाटै एकापसलाई निश्रित हेर्यौं।
लुकेका सपनाहरुको दर्शन जस्तो
प्रभातमा उदाएको प्रथम किरण जस्तो।।
छल्किएलान छाल बनेर मन को किनार मा यत्रतत्र भई
हामी समेटुला, भावनाका लहरहरु सम्हाल्दै आफ्नो गतिलाई
उर्लदो जीवन को सत्यता
बास्तबिकता
कति चाहेर, कति नचाहेर
केहि जीवनको भेल ले बगाउला
केहि छाल संगै पल्टीएला,
केहि किनार मै अल्झिएला
केहि बाडी बनि उर्लिएला।
यो बगाई संग कहिले आशु
कहिले हासो
कहिले पिडा
कहिले खुसि
बगेर जानु त छदैछ
गन्तब्य कुनै दिन त पुग्नु नै छ
किन नसमेट्नु आफ्नै भोगाई?
आफ्नै बगाई ?
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